Day 5

Day 5:  This has been one of the hardest days.  I worked from home alone all day and that wasn't good for me.  It's one thing if I don't feel good and I have to stay home to sleep, but I'm just not made to work from home.  I turned the television on for noise, but all the shows were stupid.  It's just too quiet.  I called the doc and got the ok to go back to work.  I am ok to work, I just can't overdo it and I have to watch out for germs.  Sleeping is really hard for me right now.  I'm just trying to get through one day at a time.  All any of us really have is the day we're living in.  I'm trying really hard not to worry about the weeks ahead.  I'm trying to focus on what I can do today.  How I can make it through just today.  The Nuelasta made me a little achy, but not anything out of control.  The Lord laid the 23rd Psalm on my heart for yesterday:

"The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures:
He leadeth me beside the still waters.
He restoreth my soul:
He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for His name' sake.

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil:  For thou art with me;
Thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me.
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies;
Thou annointest my head with oil; My cup runneth over.

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the House of the Lord forver."